Prologue

           Ever since you disappeared, I never stop thinking about you. Your face keeps popping inside my head and my dream. It’s been bothering me so much. Even I couldn’t concentrate on anything. My friends and family are worrying about me because of this. I’ve been so sad and unhappy on your disappearance. Why…why you have to leave me? Why you have to disappear without saying a word? I love you so much….I never stops thinking about you…but why you left me? I feel so lonely without you around. I want to see you…I want to see your smile…I want you to embrace tightly like I’m the most precious to you.

         Sakura…

         “Hm..?” I said seeing a figure while trying to open my eyes widely

         “You idiot…” said the mysterious person “Your crying in your dreams again Sakura-chan”

         “Yuka…” I said when my eyes are clearer

         “Sakura-chan…I know it’s painful…but you need to forget about it Sakura. It’s already 7 years you sad about this. It’s time for you to move on and forget about him” Yuka said opening the curtains in my room. Letting the light outside bright up the dark of my room.

         “I’m sorry…and I’ll try….” I said wiping my tears in my eyes

         “….why don’t we go out together? It’s a really nice weather outside! Let’s go shopping! There’s tons of new fashion we can try!” She said smiling happily

         “Sure…” I smile “I go get ready”

 

         As she excited on going out, I quickly get off from bed and getting ready for the girls shopping moment. Yuka was extremely happy about, I smiled and laugh all the way. Like usual I do just to make them see I was alright. All night, I always had been crying when I think about you. They had been saying to me to forget about you…but…if only I could. You were the first person to care about me so much.

         Yuka drag me to the entire store in Shibuya Street. Yuka love fashion, she said she wanted to become a fashion designer. She is now taking fashion designing course at the University she interested to go. She said she will always give me a very nice design made by her as a present. Her fashion taste is really superb. Her style and way she wears is really attracting people around her. She sometimes nags me about my fashion taste. *giggle*

         Yuka is really nice and caring. She always worried about me ever since middle school. She never stop worrying about me. Always be there when I need a friend to be b my side. But, I know she trying to make me smile. I know she tried her best to make me smile again. I know she hates seeing me all sad and sorrow all the time. I feel bad for letting her worried about me on my current condition now.

          I really do try to forget about him. I really am…I even tried to kill myself so I won’t feel this pain anymore. But for how many times I tried…the feeling will never leave me. I am deeply in love with you. Why…why you left this scars inside me…why….

          “Sakura-chan!” Yuka yelled

          “Ah! W-what is it?” I answered

          “Don’t space out! I don’t want to see your sad face!” she said angrily

          “Haha, I’m sorry Yuka.” I laughed

          “There you go a happy laugh smile. I want to go some store. Wait me here ok Sakura. Don’t go wonder off. I’ll be back just for a while” She replied with a big smile and straight run off somewhere

           As ordered, I wait for her. Where could she ran off to I wonder. It’s already 30 minutes I waited. I keep on dialing her phone number but she didn’t answer. I wonder what she’s doing. As I turn to my right side, I see people across the road carefully. But suddenly, I saw someone that I recognize. His hair and his body…I know those gestures… Is it him…?

          I then automatically ran towards that person to make sure if my thoughts were right him. The person that I’ve been waited for 7 years, that I loved so much, that suddenly disappeared from my life. I ran and pull out my right hand to reach for him. I shouted his name….

          “Ry—“

          “Sakura! No! Look Out!”

         *Skreeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!* *Boom!*

          SAKURA….!!! 

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A few hours…..

I suddenly woke up from a place that is unrecognizable. My eyes….are all hazy….I can hear their voice calling for me…but whose name are they calling? Who are these people?....I can’t remember…better yet….Who..am I?.... 

*Hello minna! well this is a prologue on my new story that will come out. I'm still working on the next chapter , also trying to find a nice name for my love story. haha hope u guys enjoy...and i think i didnt do my best on this prologue but anyway...have fun reading it :D Ja-ne!