The
next day, we all went to the beach together because today is our last day in
Yakushima. We bring along Aegis with us too. Starting today, she is part of
the SEES member. Aegis is an anti –shadow weapon that were created ten years
ago, to combat uncontrollable shadows. What Ikutsuki said, she is the last to be
made and was the only one that still remains till now. She capable on summoning
a persona named “Palladion”. Because she has suffered major damage, she been
stuck in the lab ever since. Though, I still a bit shy when she just came to me
and embraced me. She was the one who been watching me. She said her highest
priority is to be by my side. I asked why…but her answered was she doesn’t
know. Ikutsuki san said she must be having some lost memory. It takes time to
recover back her memory. Well, even so I dunno what she meant…I feel like I
will get to know why. And I can feel that it not going to be a good answer. Something
tells me I need to be ready when the times come.
Lost memory…mom…dad…ah! No! no..no
tears…please…I don’t want to cry today..everyone is having fun. I can’t cry
here…
“Minako-tan! Akhiko-senpai! Come on
join us!” Junpei said waving at us to join them also
“This again…? I guess we shoud…go…”
Akihiko stop after seeing me facing down looking at the sand. “Hey…Minako…you
o…kay…!?”
“I’m fine…!” I said. He was trying to
reach me but I refuse. I slap his hand away from me
“Ah…!?” Akihiko said surprised
“I’m..sorry..” I said trying to wipe
my face but the tears keep flowing. I don’t want them to see me like this… “I
think…I go back to my room.”
“Hey! Minako wait!? What’s wrong!?” He
said successfully holds my arm but I refused it
“Don’t touch me! Let me go!” I said
pulled my arm away and quickly grab my sweater and ran towards the woods
without my slippers.
I ran and ran…not looking back. I
don’t want them to see me crying so suddenly. I shouldn’t have remembered
it…mom…dad…I missed you so much! Isk…Isk…why you guys left me alone…why… My
tears began to flow even faster. I couldn’t stop it thinking about them. Seeing
them smiling warmly inside my mind. I want to see those smiles again. I want
the feeling being embraced warmly inside their arms. Those happy memories with
them…
“Ah! Oww!” I said seeing my feet
covered with bruises and blood after running so hard. I can’t stand up with
this injury. It hurts really hurts…my heart, this emptiness, loneliness all of
it..it hurt so much… “Isk…mom..dad…why…why you both left me…why…I…only can
remember the day we three spent together…Isk!...WHY I CANT REMEMBER HOW BOTH OF
YOU DIED!? WHY LEAVING YOUR ONLY DAUGHTER HERE!? WHY!?....Isk!..Isk..why…I’ve
missed you both so much…isk..isk
haaa…HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!”
I scream as loud as I can..,screaming so the pain would go away…all of my body
trembling. I feel..so alone…I do really miss them so much…I love them so
much…mom..dad…
Suddenly a person carry me to his
arms..I was wondering who it was.
“Who are..you?” I asked the person..I
couldn’t see the person face too much because of my watery eyes…But he has a
grey hair…don’t tell me…
“Let’s get you to the mansion. We need
to treat those wound fast before it get infected.” He said…It was
Akihiko-senpai
“You can cry…along the way…if you
want…if that’s the only way to make yourself feel better Minako.” He said while
carrying me to the mansion with his soft voice
“I’m..sorry…isk…isk…” I said crying
“You…idiot..it’s fine…” He said
hurriedly to the mansion
In the mansion, my room,
Akihiko-senpai bandage both of my feet carefully. The both of us were really
silent, no words coming out of our mouth. After he bandaging my bruises, he
clean up the place, putting the mid aid box on the table. For me, I lying on
the bad covering my whole body with the blanket.
“I…go back with the others. Sleep well
Minako.” Akihiko said on his way leaving the room
“Senpai…” I said with weak voice
calling for him. He turns his head facing me. “Could you…stay…here for a little
while longer till I fall asleep?...please…?” I begged to him to say…If I’m
alone I will be crying and crying all night…I need someone there with me…so I
can stop crying.
“W-Well..s-sure..but let me get
changed first..” He said his face are all red
“Ok…” I nodded
After a few minutes, Akihiko went back
to my room with his proper clothes wearing in the summer. He went in quietly
cuz he knew I was asleep already. He steps forward to my bed and seeing me
fully asleep. He saw something in my hand. He took it slowly, it was…
“This must be…her family…” He said not
saying it by mouth but in his heart “ A moment ago, when I saw her crying…I can
feel her loneliness in her heart…I can feel her pain. So all this time…she was
enduring her pain until now…the pain of losing her parents. I do know her
background a little…her parents died 10 years ago where the explosion begin.
That time she was just a little kid…I thought…when I first look at her…smile
and happiness…I thought she already can accept it…but…deep down her…she still
couldn’t accept. It is painful when you lost someone dearly to you…but at
least…she still strong enough to endure the pain and keep moving forward. She
must have remembered her memories with her parents…This was the first time I
see her crying in front of me.”
He sit beside me on the edge of the bed
and touches my hair softly. Then slowly he kisses my forehead gently. In my
sleep I can feel the warmth in my heart…it’s the same where I was with my
parents.
“From now on…I won’t let any tears
coming from you again Minako. I’ll do anything to make you happy and seeing
that warm smile from you again. Ever since I met you…I only saw my little sister face
in you…you almost looked her. But I didn’t able to accept it till now.
I’ll always be there for you whenever you need me Minako. I promise…” He said
with a warm smile, holding my hand while I’m asleep
In my dreams, I don’t feel lonely
anymore. I saw them…I saw mom and dad in my dreams smiling and a person holding
my hand. In that dream, I can feel the warmth of that unknown person. I feel protected…
*smiling*
To Be continued...
Awww so Akihiko is like a brother to Minako~~ Heheh
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