Jeff
POV
I
didn’t see her for 3 days and I didn’t even have the mood for 3 days either.
Maybe I’m just too sad and miss her too. I keep wondering what she’s doing now.
Is she okay? Did she go to school? Did she have fun? Smile not talking to me
because I forbidden him from going to Reina’s house. Maybe I shouldn’t have
being hard on him, he must have miss Macy. *sigh* what should I do…even so I
murdered people it doesn’t give me any joy killing them. This is just isn’t
me…what should I do…should I meet her? But I bet she doesn’t want to see me.
Suddenly someone knock my door.
*knock*
*knock*
“I told you guys not to
bother me…go away” I replied. Then the knock gets even
louder. I cover my ears with my pillow and ignore it. I thought it will over
soon but they just kick my door open! *BANG*
“DON’T YOU EVER DARE
IGNORE ME YOU LITTLE RUNT!!!” shout the girl with
black hair and black eyes kicked my door wide open. Fuck it’s Jane!
“GET OUT OF MY ROOM YOU
WITCH!!I DON”T HAVE THE MOOD TO PLAY WITH YOU! GO PLAY WITH MASKY OR HOODY OR
ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT ME!” I shouted angrily
“SHUT UP! I’m NOT HERE
TO PLAY WITH YOU FREAKSHOW!” she replied back
“THEN WHAT ARE YOU
DOING HERE THEN!?” I shouted back and suddenly Slendy
appeared behind Jane.
“I’m the one who called
her here Jeff.” Slendy said
“Huh?”
I’m confused
Slendy
explained on why Jane is here. Slendy found out why I feel really sad and he
doesn’t know how to handle my feelings. He wants to ask Ben, but Ben is not
that mature enough. He wants to ask Jack, Masky and Hoody but they don’t have
the experienced yet. For sally…well she’s still a kid. So he called Jane just
to talk about my problems to her. Because well, she’s a girl and girls know
girls. Plus, she already experienced love problem more than me. Slendy then
left the room and give some space for me to talk to Jane.
“So, mind telling me
the problem?” She asked and sits on the chair where I
put my white hoodie
“Why would you think
that I will tell you my problem witch! Get lost…”
I said angrily
She
snapped and gives a good bump on my head.
“OW! What the fuck did
you do that for!?” I yelled
“Stop being too
stubborn with your feelings Jeff! There’s time that you need someone to lend an
ear for your problems!” She said angrily
“Tch…” I
looked away
“I know that you can’t
handle your feelings now Jeff. I know you feel confused. If you want to know,
at first I don’t want to come here in front of you asking about your problems.
I told Slendy I don’t give a damn about you. But when I think back... it might
not be such a good idea if I don’t do anything.”
She said walk back towards the chair and sit.
The
atmosphere starting to get quiet, I didn’t say a word to her. I just looked
away. What she said was right…I am confused…I don’t know how to say…It’s just
too embarrassing. I never talk about my problem to a girl before. Or better
yet, I never had any problem until I met Reina…
“*sigh* well I just
wait downstairs. If you need me called me…” She said, she
was going to get up but I stopped her.
“Wait!...please…Just
give me a minute. I’m trying to find words.” I said looking
down on my feet
“Alright…”
She said, leaning her back on the chair and wait. Then my heart starts to relax
and told her every story.
“2 years ago I met a
girl name Reina. She was one of the victims that I was going to kill. Then one
day, I follow her to school. She was wearing a purple hoodie that day, I was
about to give her a surprised. But then, she ran, I thought she knew I was
following her but no…she saved a young boy life from being hit by a car. I hide
and watch everything, that when I saw her face. She was really beautiful, her
hair was long light purple hair and her eyes were light blue. I was surprised
by her looks and her smile makes me happy. But I deny it the feeling that I
have for her. I kept inside it and lock the feeling away.”
I said smiling while my eyes are still looking at my feet
“Then?”
She said listening to my story carefully
“Then, that night, I
went to her house and saw her sleeping on her bed. I grip my knife tightly and
was about to pound her. But, the feeling I lock away came back to me as I see
her smiling while she asleep. I thought to myself, why this girl sleep while
she’s smiling? Does she having a nice dream?. Then, I don’t feel like killing
her. I tried to force but can’t, my feeling prevent me from hurting her. I ask
myself…why I can’t kill her? Why I’m sitting next to her watching her sleep?
Why my heart start beating whenever she smile’s? So many unanswered question in
my mind. I visit her every day and I followed her every day. I know I’m sounded
like a stalker and creepo (creepy person) but I just can’t get enough seeing
her face and smile. If I didn’t see her face for one day, I start to feel sad
and thinking about her. Then, one day, I got busted by her dad in her room. Her
real dad, but her dad didn’t get surprised or fear after seeing my face. He was
smiling and it was like he was waiting for me. I still remember what we talked
about that day.”
*Flashback*
“What’s
your name?”
Said the person who stand beside Reina
“You
don’t need to know my name”
I said angrily
“Aww
come on, don’t be mad. I just want to be friendly here” He replied with a smile “Well, let me introduce myself first then,
my name is Joseph Winter. This is my daughter Reina Winter.”
“M-My
name is Jeff…only Jeff.”
I replied looking away
“Ah~
Jeff the killer is it?”
I startled and look at him. He smiled, his smile is just the same as the girl
and so as the color of their hair but the eyes are different. “I see you’ve been visiting my daughter for
quite a while now is it? Also I heard about you Jeff in the news actually.”
I looked at him while
he touches the girl hair…
“I
was afraid at first but now I see you’ve been visiting her and look at her
while she’s a sleep.”He
said smile at me
“How
did you know?”
I asked
“Ermm,
well I kind of spying on you haha.”
He laughed while rubbing his head. I just stay quiet and looked at the girl.
The girl still smiling, I sighed…
“Jeff…I
know this is weird. But, I want you to promise me to look after her alright?” He said. My eyes were widened.
“Take
care of her!? Why would you think I will do that? Also you know I’m a killer
and I might kill her someday too!”
I grunt angrily
“You
won’t…”
He replied
“H-Huh?” I look at him with an awkward face
and he just smile
“I
know you won’t, I trust you Jeff. I don’t know why but my heart telling me that
you’re the right person for me to trust. I know you will take care of her and
protect her Jeff. So, please promise me…alright. She is the most precious
daughter I have ever had.”
He said kissed the girl on her forehead.
*End
Of Flashback*
“So the father entrusts
the daughter safety to you?” Jane asked
“Yeah…he said he
believe in me that I won’t bring her any harm. Also he talks to Slendy too
about her.” I replied looking at her
“I see, and then what
happen?” Jane asked again
“On her birthday, 8/23,
her father died in front of her and she was holding her father tightly, crying
and crying. When I saw her crying, I felt rage inside me making me lose control
of my anger and started to curse and keep on killing people nonstop. Until
Slendy found me and he calm me down. Slendy told me that Reina’s father funeral
will be on going tomorrow. So me and Slendy went there without letting anyone
see’s us. I saw her that day, she didn’t cry, didn’t smile, didn’t do anything.
Only stare at her father’s grave with her sad expression. After that, that
night I saw her crying and crying until she fall asleep. After saw her fall
asleep, I went back home. I start to remember her father’s word “…I trust you Jeff. I don’t know why but my heart
telling me that you’re the right person for me to trust. I know you will take
care of her and protect her Jeff. So, please promise me…alright. She is the
most precious daughter I have ever had.”. On that day, I decided to look
after her and no one will bring any harm to her.”
I said gripping my hand tightly while my dog Smile hops to my bed.
“I heard from Slendy
that the mother’s girl do something bad at her and she was almost died and she
lost her voice right?” She asked
“Yeah…she lost a lot of
blood. I was worried sick…but in the end she still safe.”
I replied
“Then why? Why are you
feeling sad when you’re doing a good job on looking out for her?”
She asked again
“I never met her face
to face because I want to prevent her from seeing me and remembered me that I’m
the one who saved her. But last 3 days, I saw her at the grocery shop. I bumped
into her but I was totally undercover. Then suddenly, Smile jumped at me and
all my disguises were gone. She saw my face and she helped me ran away from the
shop until we were at her house. She led me there. But I know she might be
thinking that’s Jeff. Why should I save Jeff the killer? I know she was afraid
to see me. So I turned my back and called her. I told her that I won’t harm her
or hurt her. I tried to kill her but I can’t...because she’s really interesting
to me. The words I gave to her it’s like a word’s of goodbye. I was trying to
prevent this to happening…I was trying not to lose her. I want to always be by
her side and never lose her. But when that day happen, my heart was crushed
into pieces. It hurts me to think that I’m going to lose her. But every time in
my sleep I always dream about her. Her smile, her scent, her hair, her eyes and
her laugh. It’s hard for me to forget about her. I want to see her, I want to
see her laugh and all. But I’m afraid she might get scared on who I am…” I
said my tears start to flow but I wiped it away.
“I see…I think I get it
now.” Jane said stands up from her chair
“What do you mean?”
I asked
“From what I see Jeff,
you want to see her but you’re fear on losing her that makes you prevent
yourself from seeing her. Also, why do you want to forget about her Jeff.
Didn’t her father entrust her to you. You said that she’s afraid to see you and
she’s afraid to get near you but tell me, Why did she saved you from being seen
in the grocery shop? Why didn’t she ran from you and asked for helped from
other neighbor’s? Even so she’s afraid of you after she realized on what she
did by saving you, did she run away from you? I don’t think so right? Seeing
you surprised already answered my question.” She said
smiling, like she said I am surprised…why didn’t I think of that… I face palm
and stare on the ground.
“Listen Jeff, even so
our brain leaving a hazy memory of the past, but our hearts still remembers
everything completely. Well I don’t know how to say it but for example like
Reina, even so her memory is hazy on her brain but her heart still remembers
everything. That’s why she saved you because her heart let her react like
that.” She looked at me with a smile. I looked at her
surprisingly. “I bet right now, she
remembers you and want to see you. You can’t give up on her Jeff. Even so she
has her friend with her but to me you are the closes to her right now. She
need’s you Jeff. She needs you by her side…” She walked to the door and
opened it. Everyone, Slendy, Sally, Jack, Ben, Masky, Hoody were outside my
door crying.
“Jeff!! What the fuck
are you waiting for!!? This is not the time for you to be surprised or mad at
us for eavesdropping!” Ben shouted while wiping his tears
“You need to go to her
dude! Tell her what you want to tell!” Masky and Hoody
replied also crying
“Got to her Jeff…you
know you want to.” Jack said calmly while Slendy
comforting the crying Sally.
“So Jeff? The door is
open and the only you can do is to go and see her..”
Jane smiled while the others are still crying
I
feel all the feeling in my heart already lifted. My dog Smile is looking at me
pleadingly. I suddenly stand from by bed and walk to my white hoodie. Like Jane
said, I do want to see her, I do love her, I do want to be with her. Even so
she had Wendy I’m the only person that stay close to her. Now I understand why
her father chose me to protect her. Because, I already loved her from the first
day I met her. That was the time I chose to be with her and always protect her.
I
quickly ran out from the house with Smile and straight towards her house. I
don’t care if she afraid to see me or whatever but I have to tell her how I
feel for her and how I love her for 2 years. Reina… I’m coming…
********
Reina
POV
…….Why….why
did this happen to me….why I’m always being drown into
darkness…isk…isk….please….someone….help me….isk…isk…I don’t want to be here
anymore…Please anyone…please listen to my cry’s save me from this pitiful
life….please….Jeff….where are you…I need you to save me….please….isk…isk…
“Reina…”
I
heard someone calling my name…. I searched for the owner’s voice in my room…and
I saw someone wearing a white hoodie with a red dog….Jeff…I wiped my tear so my
visions look clearly… The figure starts to approach to me closer and it was
him…it was Jeff…
“Reina…what happen to
you? Why are you covered in blood…and why there’s a dead body in your room.”
He asked me but I hugged him and my tears starts to flow again.
“Jeff…I’m
scared…isk..isk… Where did you go?....I called you’re name but you didn’t
come….isk…isk” I said hugging him tightly while crying
“Reina…you’re voice….”
He said surprisingly and hugging me back tightly to his arms “Shhh…it’s okay…I’m here…everything’s going
to be okay…alright. I’m sorry I left you alone…but everything’s going to be
fine. I’ll always be by your side Reina…so don’t cry okay…I’ll always protect
you Reina and….I will always love you...always.”
When
I heard him saying “I love you” I can feel the warmth in my heart. I can feel
how precious I am to him. When the first time he save me from my death…I
eagerly wanted to search for him and when I already did I got scared on who it
was. But, my heart telling me that he was the only one for me…it’s said that he
will always be there for me when I’m in trouble. My heart start pumping when
I’m thinking about him…and right now…I feel safe around him. His action, his
words, and his voice soothing my painful heart all together. This feeling of
being loved by someone it’s the same feeling I had with my dad. I’m…glad I met
him.
“Let’s go. I carry you
back to my house. You need some rest…” He said carrying me to
his arms.
“Jeff…”
I whispered to his ear
“Hm?”
he answered
“Don’t leave me okay…I
want you…to be my side always…I love you…Jeff…”
I said smiling
“I won’t and I always
be with you…go to sleep…you’ll need it.” He answered and smiles
back
While
his carrying me to somewhere with Smile and Macy. My eyes feels heavy and fall
asleep on his shoulder…
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