On my way home, I’ve been thinking a lot lately..did I ever treat Sylvia correctly? Did I do something wrong? Did I break her heart? Did I make her cry? Does she felt lonely? Come to think of it..I’ve never been going out with her…this was the first time. Whenever she ask me out..I’ve always been giving stupid excuses!!! Oh god..you’re the only one knows how much I feel about myself. I feel so stupid treating her like that!! She never complains about anything. I still remembered that time I was almost going to slap her..but Light manage to stop me. I still remembered her face that day..she was very scared. She did not mean to touch my sister’s things. She was trying to tidy up the room. But…I…oh Sylvia please forgive me….
Meanwhile, Light explain everything to Sylvia and Adrian…Sylvia was worried. Therefore, she went after Joseph all by herself. Sylvia loved Joseph with all her heart. Even so, Joseph treats her badly. Once she went outside, It was raining..
“Huh? It’s raining..oh no Joseph I have to find him quick!” Sylvia said while opening her umbrella and ran as fast as she can.
“Wait! Sylvia! Wait for us we want to find Joseph to!!” Night said trying to catch up with Sylvia.
Suddenly he heard someone honk from behind. When he turned his head..he saw Light and Adrian was inside a car. The both of them just smile happily to Night. Night was pissed!!
“Why didn’t you tell me that you bring your car!!!?” Night said while stepping his foot to the ground to show them how mad he is.
“Well you didn’t ask?” Light said smiling
“Why don’t you just shut up and start DRIVING!!!!!” Night said
“Yeah..Yeah..I’m doing it..I’m doing it..”Light said
While Sylvia, Light and the others split up looking for Joseph, Joseph was at the graveyard visiting Amylia’s grave. He was seating there thinking while crying with the rain….
“Amylia..what should I do?? I am clueless..I do not know If I can look at her face. I fell so ashamed of myself..I…I do not know if I can forgive myself. Amylia if only you were here…I bet you can solve this problem without any problem to yourself….” Joseph said
Suddenly, Sylvia saw Joseph seating in front Amylia’s grave.
“I knew it…he would be here” Sylvia said
Sylvia then approach to Joseph and protect him by sharing with him her umbrella so that he will not get soaked.
“You know you’re going to get cold if we don’t find a nice shel…ter…?”Sylvia said
Sylvia was shocked when she saw Joseph was crying with the rain..this was the first she ever saw Joseph crying..
“Joseph what’s wrong? Please Joseph don’t cry…I know this is my fault..so please stop crying…I can’t bear to see you crying because of me.” Sylvia said with tears running from her eyes.
Then when Joseph looks at her…he quickly cover her eyes…because he does not want Sylvia to shed tears because of him.
“Joseph what are you doing I can’t see a hmmm…” Sylvia said suddenly Joseph cover her mouth.
“If you want me to let go…I want you to listen what I’m going to say to you..once I let go I want you to tell me the truth.”Joseph said
Sylvia nodded and she’s been asked to walk straight..just like Joseph ask her to. Then, the both of them arrive some empty cabin. The cabin becomes their shelter for a while. Joseph still did not let go of his hand from Sylvia’s face. The both of them sit and Joseph suddenly let go.
“Sorry my hand..is a bit tired. I think we can talk with your eyes open now…but I want you to listen to what I’m about to say..and then is your turn to answer.” Joseph said with a smile on his face
“Ok!” Sylvia said sitting eyes to eyes with Joseph.
Then Joseph started talking to Sylvia everything that lies in his heart.
“Sylvia I want you to tell me the truth..did I ever make you cry? Did I ever hurt your feelings? Are you feeling lonely because of me? I have been thinking a lot about this question. Because all this time you never ever complain anything about me..you always treating me nicely..but I never treat you nice. Whenever you ask me out..I always give excuses..we never go out together and then why you never complain it to me. Also the day where I almost slap you..you were shocked and scared badly because of me..why didn’t you mad at me or complain it to me. It’s like you just pretend nothing happen! Why? My head spin because of this question in my mind. I feel like I was the one who made you afraid to complain it to me or anyone.” Joseph said suddenly felt silent. “I think it’s best for you not to answer my question and also I think it’s best for us to stop this relationship..because I don’t want to hurt you any further.”
Sylvia suddenly approach to Joseph and hug him tight
“Sylvia!!” Joseph said
“I don’t want to..I don’t want our relationship to be over...if we do..it will be ten times more painful than before!! I know you Joseph..the real you. You’re kind, gentle, you’re not hot headed, and also you’re the kind of person that would never hurt someone and love them with all your heart. That’s the kind of person you are Joseph. The reason why I didn’t complain to you or mad at you because you’re not you. I want to complain and mad to the real Joseph that Amylia and me know the most. That person is the one that I will love forever and the only person that I want to be with Joseph.” Sylvia said while holding Josephs hand and look straight to Joseph eyes while her tears running from her eyes. “So please….don’t…don’t end this relationship…I love you Joseph more than anything…isk…..isk……”
“Sylvia…” Joseph said seeing Sylvia crying on his chest and he suddenly hugs Sylvia gently. “I’m sorry…I should have understand your feeling first. You too are the person that I love the most rather than Amylia. I promised I will take care of you and I will love you the same way I love Amylia. I’m sorry I hurt your feelings...Sylvia. Will you forgive me?”
Sylvia then looks at Joseph faces and she saw Joseph smiling honestly. The smile when Amylia was around.
“Emm..” Sylvia nodded
