Back-on "Tomorrow never knows" <--- love the song!!!

japan lyrics:-

Kono uta wo dareka ga kite tomoni mae ni susumetara

Ashita no koto nante wakaranai kedo
Kumo hitotsunai sora ni yuuki ga waite kuru
Kanashii kako nante fukitobaseru kara
Yes, I am!!!! aimai na egao nante mise’n na

Yesterday kasane ima wo kanade “ashita” tte iu mada minu kanata he
Mainichi ga SUTAATORAIN de kimochi bakka FURAINGU desu
Gakkou ikeba tsuppatte otona tte shakai ni mukatte TSUBA haite
Nanimo kangaezu hashittetakke demo ima yori ashita ni mukattetaze

Nanimo kangaenaide sugoshiteta
Kowai mono nante nanimo nakatta
Ano koro no kimochi ima mo mune ni nokotte masu ka? Tte kiku jibun ni
Iitai koto ga aru no ni iezu ni
Yaritai koto ga aru no ni dekizu ni
Hitasura jibun ni usotsuki genjitsu no kabe ni butsukatte kidzuku

Tomorrow never knows
Ashita no koto nante wakaranai kedo
Kumo hitotsunai sora ni yuuki ga waite kuru
Kanashii kako nante fukitobaseru kara
Yes, I am!!!! Aimai na egao nante mise’n na
Ashita ga aru sa tte iikikase
Dokomade ikeba ii ka wakaranakute
Demo bokura no tsubomi itsuka hana sakasu
Yeah, Yeah

The people gotta walk to
Sorezore no michi but never forget
Gaki no koro no ishi to imi to hibi
The spring always comes after the winter days
Namida no ato wa sou egao misete sugu ni

Ashita wo osorenaide “ashita ga aru sa!” tte warai tobashiteko~ze!

KARAPPO no KABAN ni daiji na kimochi tsumekonde susumu michinori!!

Akane-iro ni somari aruku michi
Boku wa hitori senaka wo marumete kotae sagashita
Ima wa, fuan to tachimukau chikara ga areba
Mayou koto wa nai kara

Tomorrow never knows
Ashita no koto nante wakaranai kara
Dakara “ima shikanai!” goto wo yareru dake yaru
Ame nochi hare watari kagayaku sekai
Suteta mon ja nai darou tooku made sono saki made

Tomorrow never knows
Tooi kaze ni nori tada asu no hou wo shikkari mitsume
Ryoute hiroge habatake
Tomorrow never knows
Baka ni sarete mo ii tada kono uta wo dareka ga kiite
Tomoni mae ni susumetara

Ashita no koto nante wakaranai kedo
Kumo hitotsunai sora ni yuuki ga waite kuru
Kanashii kako nante fukitobaseru kara
Yes, I am!!!! Aimai na egao nante mise’n na
Ashita ga aru sa tte iikikase
Dokomade ikeba ii ka wakaranakute
Demo bokura no tsubomi itsuka hana sakasu
Yeah, Yeah

Kono uta wo dareka ga kite tomoni mae ni susumetara    

English lyrics:-

I don't know about tomorrow, but
the sky without any clouds gives me the courage.
I can blow off the sad past,
yes I am, don't show a vague smile.


Yesterday I waited to see how tomorrow would play out
Feeling these emotions every day at the beginning
Spitting up at the adults in the school of society
Try to stop thinking and face tomorrow now


I never thought about anything
There was nothing to fear
What is this feeling in her heart? Listen to me
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing what to do
I find a wall of lies in my mind facing reality


Tomorrow never knows
I don't know about tomorrow, but
the sky without any clouds gives me the courage.
I can blow off the sad past,
yes I am, don't show a vague smile.
I tell myself that I have tomorrow
I don't know how far I should go 
but our flower buds will bloom someday, yeah yeah.


The people gotta walk to
every road but never forget
The meaning and intention of the sun, as a kid
The spring always comes after the winter days
After a tear a smile will show up


(Don't be afraid,there will be a tomorrow!) There will be loud cheers!


We take a step forward with our feelings packed in a bag


We walk around this road
Looking for an answer
With all my power, I will confront my anxiety
And I will not hesitate


Tomorrow never knows
I don't know about tomorrow so
That's why (only now) this must be done
The world will shine after the rain
We're not too far off of the abandoned gate


Tomorrow never knows
Tomorrow I will ride the great wind
as I flap my hands
Tomorrow never knows
If someone will hopefully hear this song
untill the end


I don't know about tomorrow, but
the sky without any clouds gives me the courage.
I can blow off the sad past,
yes I am, don't show a vague smile.
I tell myself that I have tomorrow
I don't know how far I should go 
but our flower buds will bloom someday, yeah yeah.

Thanks to shiro senpai for giving me the song and make my sad go away!!! hahaha i love the song!!! :) THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!!~ <3 <3

Doesn't have the mood to do my story! seresly i've been having bad mood this days!!

       Well......*sigh* really in a bad mood! i dunno why it just came to me automatically. D<  i really hate when i'm feeling bad mood. Need sometime alone....i'll go kick some fucking monsters butt on AIKA!!

I want to rolepay as Zack Fair ~ >3

ok the reason why i want to roleplay as Zack fair..cos his personality is just the same as Saki Sumaku~ <-- my OC. He never gives up~ He always moving forward to the future..even so he lost his own friend, buddy, or a father that is Angeal Hewley. He keeps fighting.. fighting~ He was suffering a lot in the game. (Final Fantasy: Crisis Core). His girlfriend is Aerith Gainsborough. She's very beautiful, kind, and her smile is like an angel~ seresly!? even i fall in love with this Aerith character.  

                                           

This scene was where zack cried becos he lost Angeal..he wants to hold back his tears. but Aerith hugs him and let him cried~ T^T

this is the sad scene that make me cried.In Midgar, Tseng orders Turks to find Zack before making Shinra soldiers, hoping to save them. As it nears the Wastelands, Zack and Cloud hidden preparing to fight. In the final battle, Zack was mortally wounded in the chest. Shortly thereafter, Cloud embedded outside its vegetative state, but has poisoned by Mako. He approaches Zack, Cloud pull his head in the chest, Zack gives his Buster Sword and tells him to survive. Zack then dies, and Cloud, Even with a huge burden on his heart, and later through Zack bids him farewell, and he takes the Buster Sword and walk towards Midgar, looking for work as mercenary as Zack. In the end Zack says that he "Finally be a Hero". well that's all~ isk..isk..sorry if there was a mistake~ it's has been long since i didn't play it. :) bye bye T^T i'll put a sad song on my song list~ a song on the sad scene.

for akma

“Misa..” the gentle voices calling her name, she started to look around trying to find someone, but none. There’s no one here in this room accept (for) her. She even didn’t realize where is she.<--( She even didn’t realize where she is)   The surroundings look plain and white. Her hearts feel the beat..fast.

                “where am i? where is everybody?”ß(Where am I? Where is everybody)  Her eyes keep the surrounding trying to find her friends.

They’re maybe lost, but impossible. The places seems ß(The place seems…) unique, like you’re standing in the centre of the snow field. Feel nothing but afraid ß(Feels nothing but fear). Once again she heard the same voices, the voices seems like too far away,ß( Once again she heard the same voice and the sound of the voice is too far away.) It’s just soft to hear but still clear ß(It’s just too soft to hear but can still hear it clearly) . “Misa senpai!!” Misaki take a few step ahead, looking the surrounding, trying to find the persons voices. She didn’t feel anything that time. She feelß(feels) like she walked at the same places. “who’s there?!! “ß(Who’s there!?)  She shouted “ARRIIAA!! YUFFIIEE!! SSAAKKII CCHHAANN!!” She shouted again calling her friends.

Misaki didn’t give up, her feet started to make a move, taking a thousand steps to find them, even it was so hard but at least she try. The places seems to be hugeß(the place is so huge) and there is no end of it. Her voices become lower. She can’t continue herself, even push herself. Her body becomeß(becomes) weak. She suddenly lying on the ground, the tears run out fast touched her soft cheeksß(her tears runs out so fast that touches her soft cheeks). “w-where is everybody……” this is the end?

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………

The birds seems to enjoy itself, flying freely (to) feel the freedom. Even the people look so busy with their daily live. Like usual on weekends Misaki will stay with her father. It’s been 3 years after they divorces. Adult  problem, Misaki will never entered. She doesn’t like being busybody with other people problem, plus making the huge probs, not her interested ß(Adult’s problem of course and she won’t participate any of the problems because she dislike being a busybody to other people’s problem. It’s not one of her style). She understand and she didn’t want to get someone burden or someone who taking a hard time because of herß( She understand and she doesn’t want to make that person to have all the burden and takes a hard time because of her).

“Misa, I’m really really sorry, just now my clients callß(called) me. I need to go. But I promise I’ll be back home early, and we’ll have a dinner together.”Mr.Kiryuu Hanase need to go for a workß(needs to go to work) in the weekends after his clients making such probs,ß( , buang) when he wantß(wanted) to spend more time with his beloved daughter. “Don’t worry dad. I understand, I can take care of myself, I’m grown up enough.” She smile trying not to make her father worried about her. Her father smiled as he look at Misa, then  He kissß(kisses) her forehead before leaving. Feeling guilty leave her daughter aloneß(Her father feels guilty to leave her daughter alone in such a nice day).  Misaki just stared until the door shut.  “I can’t blame him.” She ß(She’s) already getting used to it when her parents has an outstation. She understandß(understands) their hardworkß(hard work) for their only beloved daughter.

People always think that she’s a kid who need a protection from her parents and her life don’t have such a fun and enjoyingß(she doesn’t have a fun and enjoying life), but who cares. Misaki still happy become one of it even she’s already 18 years old.

Misaki just sitting and watching through the windows, just the same all weekends, nothing much changed. But then, her eyes pointed on the scene, where the 2 guys trying to make a worse nightmare at the weird looking girl. She was like shocked and trying to look for the other who walking that way they were nowß(She was shocked looking for someone from left to right to help the poor girl), but no oneß(but there was no one). Seems like the problems will goes to herß(Seems like she’s the one who have to take care of those bastards{LOL sorry for the harsh word}). She running down the stairs and finding something to use as a weapon. Not to far from her apartment. She running fast and take the first attack from the head using the old baseball stick! Getting from the trashß(She runs as fast as she can and give a nice hit to the head of the two using an old baseball that she took from the trash). “take that!!” then using her high level kicked. The 2 guys fall on the ground, trying to get up straight and then theyß(they buang) run away like a chicken.

The people knowsß(knew) Misaki with her natural personality but still her high level kudo can’t beat by anyone accept Kota Fujiko her classmate and her childhood friends, he seems to popular in school neither college with his looks, but that didn’t make Misaki fallen like the other girls.  Never show her girlish type. Even so her parents has a lot of money to buy aß(an) expensive dress and blouse. But still she like ß(likes) to wear a t-shirts and the half trousers, that makes her  feel comfortable. Using the money when we need, that her tagline.

Correction:- “ß(…….)” tanda ni maksudnyer ayat yg betul klau ni “(….)” ayat tertinggal

1.” There’s no one here in this room accept (for) her”. You forgot the for

2. She even didn’t realize where is sheß( She also didn’t realize where she is).

3. “where am i? where is everybody?”ß(Where am I? Where is everybody?)  

4. The places seems uniqueß(The place seems unique),

5. Feel nothing but afraid ß(Feels nothing but fear)

6. Once again she heard the same voices, the voices seems like too far away,ß( Once again she heard the same voice and the sound of the voice is too far away.)

7. It’s just soft to hear but still clear ß(It’s just too soft to hear but can still hear it clearly).

8. She feelß( She feels)…

9. “who’s there?!! “ß(Who’s there!?) 

10. The places seems to be hugeß(the place is so huge)….

11. Her body becomeß(becomes)…

12….. the tears run out fast touched her soft cheeksß(her tears runs out so fast that touches her soft cheeks).

13….. flying freely (to) feel the freedom.

14. Adult  problem, Misaki will never entered. She doesn’t like being busybody with other people problem, plus making the huge probs, not her interested ß(Adult’s problem of course and she won’t participate any of the problems because she dislike being a busybody to other people’s problem. It’s not one of her style).

15. She understand and she didn’t want to get someone burden or someone who taking a hard time because of herß( She understand and she doesn’t want to make that person to have all the burden and takes a hard time because of her)

16….. just now my clients callß(called) me

17. …need to go for a workß(needs to go to work)….

18. probs,ß( comma buang)

19. He kissß(kisses)…

20. Feeling guilty leave her daughter aloneß(Her father feels guilty to leave her daughter alone in such a nice day)

21. She ß(She’s)…

22. understandß(understands)…

23. hardworkß(hard work)

24. her life don’t have such a fun and enjoyingß(she doesn’t have a fun and enjoying life)

25. She was like shocked and trying to look for the other who walking that way they were nowß(She was shocked looking for someone from left to right to help the poor girl),

26. but no oneß(but there was no one)

27. Seems like the problems will goes to herß(Seems like she’s the one who have to take care of those bastards{LOL sorry for the harsh word})

28. She running fast and take the first attack from the head using the old baseball stick! Getting from the trashß(She runs as fast as she can and give a nice hit to the head of the two using an old baseball that she took from the trash)

29. theyß(they buang)

30. knowsß(knew)

31. aß(an)

32. like ß(likes)

Well that should do it~ the story is really interesting!! I like it!!! if you don’t know the right word try using google or do the story in word first~ Ok!!!! XDD interesting story and keep up the good work~ sorry if I make you sad after you read this~ ok? *sad*

right now making my story and studying~ >3

    Ok now i'm all fired up!! another 2 more weeks before final~ So i have to study and all. I need to prove to my parents and others that i can do better too!! I'll show them. So i'm not going to online my facebook for awhile. Well...not always..i'll on my facebook for awhile...I hoped. and i'm also trying to do my writing to for the competition. Yup~ I'll do that story when i'm free. Sorry guys (Roleplay Cluster friend) I'll be opening my blog now coz i want to hear my music. If you want to talk or chat i'll be at my blog.just pop it~ and everyone who doesn't have a blog yes you can chat with me. just put your name to chat and password at my "Ulqui want to chat" Then just talk!! :)  OK!!! Ganbatte Saki!!!! >3 hehehehe~ XDD

:) never gives up~ ;)

            Hmmm~ well I don't have a crush right now.. But i liked him. His the same college as me but not crush just liked.. :) but when i was in high school. I fall in love in first sight with this someone. His really kind and gentle. He always talk to me when i'm alone or bored. I can't tell his name though~ LOL XDD well, suddenly when i was about to tell him my feeling towards him then he already got a pair. I was really sad, my heart was liked..something or someone stabbed me. I cried all night..coz i couldn't tell him how i felt. hahaha..it was really hurting~ his girlfriend was one of my friend in my class. But even so he already coupled.. he still talked with me and laugh with me everyday. He was really kind. Then he asked to go out with him and his girlfriend for bowling. I said that i can't..but he insist to. He forced me to go. I really don't know why he forced me to go with him. But my answer still no. His expression was kinda sad. Then at school, on Hari Kantin day~ I was forced again by him to go and try the haunted house. His girlfriend coming along too. While we we're lining up. There's a senior watching me.. i was liked " okay why the heck he stared at me. Maybe he stared at someone else" I said still lining up.
             But that senior kept staring and staring then when i looked at him. He looked away. I was suprised~ but ignored him. Then when we already went for the haunted house.. i was screaming like hell. When we get out, i was looking for "him" but he was dealing with his girlfriend who was crying. His girlfriend really can't stand any of that. So i leave them alone for awhile. Then the senior pass by me and he suddenly smiled at me. I was surprised and blushed!! O///O heheh..it was really a shocking moment. That senior was the captain for Police cadet. He was awesome captain and funny~ :) but i still stick to "him". cos it was love first sight right. I couldn't forget about him and his name until now. I always think does he love me or not. Just like i love him. It was a question marked. So i don't know the answers.
             Then i heared a shocking news from him. He have to change to another school in Kedah or kelantan. He said he wants me to come to his girlfriends place for his celebration. Well it was his last wish and i never go out with him. well yeah i accept. He said he wants to tell me something but that time wasn't the right time. I have to go back early. He was really sad and me too~ I sent him a message and he said it's ok.. at least we can still see each other someday and sms together too. I'll always contact you, he said. but until now he didn't sms me or called me. i tried to call him but he change his phone number and didn't tell me. he promised but he break it. but i'm still searching for him though. I tried typing his name on facebook, twitter, everything. but still no luck~ hahaha ;) hope he still alive out there~ hehehehe ;)

             I'm still going to search for him and pray so that i can see him.i want to know what was he was going to tell me. hehehe He was the first person to ever talk to me really nice and I liked.... no....love him so much.... :). I still remember his name and his memory~ ;) hahaha... my eyes are getting wet~ hahahaha... ;) well that's all hope it's satisfied you all~  T^T

empty and lonely :(

    well i don't know what happen to me nowadays. well i'm not sick or anything. it's just that i feel like someone hates me and i feel kinda left out. *sigh* this feeling makes my heart feels empty and lonely. Well i've been active in Roleplayer cluster and i also laugh with their comments. But there something missing. I know this is kinda harsh but if anyone of you hates me or doesn't like my attitude that much. Please comment or just chat with me to talk about myself and my attitude. I'm willing to hear your thoughts. don't hold back. Just tell me anything that i've done wrong. to my Roleplayer friends and my friends in college. please....so that i can change. :(